Damn sian!

I am feeling damn sian... sian sian sian sian sian!!! (why doesn't the font go any bigger???)

Anyway always dread coming to work nowadays. The minute I see my boss' stupid face, is sian plus sian = super sian. Not enough zzzz everyday coz kept dozing off in the evening then stone for the rest of the night, until very late then able to sleep... system haywire liao...

Was talking to Web yesterday and was quite upset for a while. We were talking about bridal stidios then he commented that he rather spend more on the house as it will be a long term investment, instead of spending on the bridal package. Seriously not that it matters so much to me, but if do might as well do it well, get something nice (wedding gown at least) and great photos to look at until eternity. I also wun want too ex a package but its all around 3k mah, what can I do about it?

Its not easy choosing a bridal studio coz we want to get a good package (inclusive of all services if possible) with good photography, wedding gowns and service but at a competitive price. Worse come to worst, will go for what Peggy choosen coz at least the bargain is there already. Just trying to understand what exactly I want for my own wedding gown. I am thinking of letting go of getting a ROM package to save some money... let's see how.

Then next came the issue of photography on the wedding day itself and night of the wedding dinner. If need to get means need to, ex also bo bian... as if I purposely must go find someone ex. The problem is that if we get someone cheap or FOC, the results might be disastrous. I wouldn't want to smile and pose the whole day only resulting in getting crap shots or worse, blur ones. Now headache is getting someone who charges cheap and is good... tell me where to find... hai~~ Probably need to check with the bridal studio (when I find one) if they include this service.

Suddenly I dun feel like getting married. There are so much stuff to prepare and end up creating quite a bit of differences here and there. If I had a choice, I'd rather have it simple, no wedding dinner and all those stupid traditions stuff, just a ROM will do. Then we wun have to worry over alot of things like wedding banquet locations/ invitations etc. or bridal studio. End of the day, its his family side which eventually wanted a wedding dinner so we have no choice. Him being the eldest grandson cannot just get married anyhow so bo bian.

Next when I think of how I gonna move my stuff over to the new house, I wanna faint. Of coz need alot of time to tidy abit and throw all the unwanted stuff 1st then pack the rest. Hopefully the house will be ready by end of August or at least mid September, so that we can officially move in after our customary end of September.

The minute we get our house keys, there's umpteen stuff to do. We haven't confirm any renovation firms yet so will need to do so as soon as possible. After all the renovation, we have to start spending money buying furniture and electrical appliances etc. Its gonna be a busy year for us until everything is settled, hopefully by end of the year.

I am starting to feel myself stressed up again, although I have been taking it easy. Stress is something always inside us but we tend not to detect. Its always the doctor who tells me I am stressed! Hopefully I dun get headaches in the following months to come...