Frustrated!
I realised alot of people around me are losing their patience recently. Maybe the weather is doing no good to them coz out of the blue, they will just lose their temper. Just like my sister, who only asked me a question which I dun quite understand and then she lost her patience and commented "its a chore talking to me in msn". Well, I dunno what's wrong with her, maybe PMS but she din realise she is just adding stress to my already very stressful life.
Things had not been easy for me since I moved out after my marriage about couple of months back. There are endless houswork stuff to do everynite, if not there will be some delays here and there and time is always not enough and by the time I go to bed, I am dead tired. Getting used to the new life is not easy for me and seems like some people around are not helping me at all.
I still have alot of things at home and takes time to slowly move. My sister has already "moved" into the room and rushing me to clear my things. Then I have the hubby at home to refrain me from moving more junks back, I dunno what to do. Clearing the stuff in my room is also not an easy task as most of the stuff are in the cupboards, and most of the time, they are blocked by other stuff which does not belong to me. I dun even sleep in the room when I go back now and obviously I have lesser chance of trying to tidy. I hate this and I also want to clear everything fast but sometimes things are just beyond my control.
The months spent preparing for the house and wedding had really tied me down and I am now officially pronounced too stress by the doctor and hope I dun suddenly fall down one day and die. Work is enough to keep me stressed out and people around me are not understanding my situation.
Everyone seems to be venting their anger and frustrations on me, who do I vent on?
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