Disorganised...

Reached home almost ard 11pm coz took bus 159 from Sengkang and bounced all the way back to Toa Payoh Lor 8 bus stop to change bus 59 home. Good thing I din have to wait too long this time. Have given up alighting at the Lor 4 bus stop to change to the feeder bus coz it takes forever to come. The timing is just not right too, 159 usually reaches while 231 (the feeder bus) is going off from that bus stop.

Its been a long and tiring day again as we went down to our new house again. This time we were probably too tired so became quite disorganised and not alert. When Web asked me if I have the keys, I said yes and surprised why he din want to bring along his set. Upon reaching, we realised that HDB had changed all the rusty taps and turned off the main water supply. The knob at the service cabinet needs a spanner to turn we suspect, but we din even have the keys with us! Logically I have only the doors keys with me, together with my current house keys. We had to take a bus back to his house to get those keys and it was quite tiring to go to and fro.

When we were back at our unit, realised we really need a spanner to turn the knob, but we dun have any. Had to walk to the nearest Econ minimart to buy one and lucky thing they have, else we would have to go Compass Point. I din want to comment as long as everything 's settled eventually. After taking measurements of the master bedroom, kitchen and service balcony, we walked to the nearby temple then to Compass Point to take a break. I was so tired by the time we reached and quickly found a place in KFC. Shared some snacks and drinks b4 starting to do some checking on the reno requirements again.

I was then thinking whether to get aircon units (need 2) for the living room and trying to find an alternative to keep the living/ dining area cool if we dun use aircon when Web made a remark which was quite hurting. I sort of got too emotional and broke down. My usual style, I will not argue or make a scene in public but I need to let out my frustrations. He then made another remark which hurt me further but I tried to control myself. Took a while to break the ice while we proceeded to Courts to take some measurements. Along the way, he told me not to cry next time and said he knew he was wrong. I din comment further coz I know he will do it again.

Its really not easy to plan for a house and wedding at the same time. I know both of us are under alot of hidden pressure and might say things that might hurt each other and not realising it. Alot of time I rather endure whatever it comes than create an unnecessary arguement but there are times when I just cannot take some hurting remarks. At this point of time, it takes alot of effort from both parties to work things out and pull it through so we can enjoy a hassle free wedding and a nice home of our own.