Disgusted

I am very disgusted by a friend (actually I dunno if I should consider her as a friend anymore). As she was also having her new house around the same area as me, I was kind enough to offer her advice on home and furniture stuff but her response to me was like I am a kpo. Earlier when I tried to sound her out for her wedding preparations, all she told me was she got a lot of people helping her, indirectly hinting me dun need to kpo. Kns... damn pissed off... You think I so kpo to meddle with people's affairs like I got nothing better to do. As I am going through this now, and seeing her as frend b4, that's why offered my experiences and suggestions. I know how difficult it is financially to plan a wedding with additional to a new flat on the way so I supposed we should all share ideas and help each other out. But since she dun appreciate then its fine, I shall leave her alone from now on.

I felt even more disgusted was when Xris told me about what she saw from this person's profile update in her Multiply account. It reads like this: "....I welcome peeps who are sincerely with no motives to be frenz but DO NOT bother to add me if u just wana increase the numbers in your contact list OR just to add for the sake of adding OR just because we are long lost frenz but NO MORE in contact, I will reject with no mercy. =)..."

Well, tell me how you feel. I am not particularly that sensitive but I think she is hurting alot of people who knows her, or once used to be her close frens. I am not dying to ask her to add me as her contact, but I remembered her doing so earlier and after I accepted and requested to add her, the status was pending for quite some months. It din occur to me that she was housekeeping her contacts and din accept coz she thinks I might be just one of those whom she mentioned ("just because we are long lost frenz but NO MORE in contact"). Excuse me, since when was I dying to be in her contact? I really cun stand such people. Best part is, she is still reading my multiply account (blog and pictures). I shall only restrict those in my network to view my stuff from now on.

Just for some info, I stopped contacting her couple of years ago coz she was getting on everyone's nerves, borrowing money and owing us while she happily spend elsewhere. I have nothing against her coz she is a good friend but I guess when it concerns $$, we better play clear. To avoid everyone else getting annoyed with her, we stopped asking her to join out outings, which eventually reduced anyway. Of coz I still find some chance to chat with her when she is online on MSN but probably our friendship has distanced. For a while, I felt bad for being so nasty but I guess it doesn't matter anymore. She is definitely not worth.

Sometimes I wonder how come friendship cannot last between some friends. To me, once a friend forever a friend, even though we may not be in contact too often. I have never seen anyone like her, behaving like a spoilt brat whereby I have done her no wrong. I am someone who dun really put in an effort to contact everyone but when u do contact me, I will always be here, even though we may not be that close anymore. Some people are probably meant to be acquaintances only I guess.

Maybe I am being too sensitive but its not fair to make such statements as if she is one big deal or goddess whom can only choose people to befriend. I just feel disgusted by the things she wrote. Of coz she got her freedom to write whatever is in her blog, but I guess she can always be more sensitive in her words. I remembered Hui trying to add her a friend and she accepted. She then messaged her saying she looked familiar and when Hui responded, she immediately deleted her request. Oh so she thinks Hui might just add her to increase her friends' list? I din feel so affected then but did find her sort of weird and brushed it aside but now I know the real reason. Hui is NOT FIT to be her friend... @#$^*@%&*(@#

Ok enough talking of this disgusting person. I am getting more and more digusted by the second...