National Day was also my ex's birthday. I remembered when I just got to know him and we were not an item yet, I had thought he was joking when he told me his birthday is on 9 Aug. I bought him a green sasha bear nevertheless when I met him for dinner. I had to check his NRIC later on just to confirm. Since then, I was never able to forget his birthday.
Think I sent him a card last year but not this year. I sms him ard 1am+ last nite when I was about to go to bed. He called shortly and I was really surprised. He said he was touched that I actually still remember and thanked me. We chatted for a while and touched on topics of our past relationship. He told me he is still in guilt after dumping me and had since changed alot on his thinking. I told him that its all over and no point brooding over it.
He had not wanted to settle down that's why after several arguements, he decided to call it quits then. I am glad he got a new girlfriend now and more or less prepared for a committed relationship. We are just not fated. I mentioned that even though we had stayed on, there would be other things that will break us up, we were just not meant to be. I am glad I had got over that dark period and found a new love. Am also happy for him that he had found someone too.
Sometimes I feel that everything is all fated. Some things that are meant to happen will happen and will not when its not meant to be. Its part of growing up I guess. We tend to think differently as we age and see things in different prospective than before. I do not blame him now coz I know I will probably suffer more when with him. So I am glad we each has nice memories and get on with our lives.
Its nice to hear from him again...
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