Fed up again....

I woke up with a headache today (due to AV) and still went to work coz got work to do. Who knows by ard 9am+ I was feeling very sick (headache until eyes wanna close and giddy until cun sit still). I decided not to torture myself and told my boss I wanted to take e day off and rest.

After she said ok, she actually commented what's wrong with me, as I also took mc one Monday. I said usual headache I can't help it. She then commented she dun quite appreciate coz sometimes there's a lot of work to do and the rest are very busy, especially Mondays. What crap is this? As if I can help it...u think I like headaches so much. Its torturing for me also...she cun even understand and tok such crap. I have worked so hard for her and this is e kind of treatment I get when I fall sick. Really regretted going to work at all.

What kind of stupid environment am I in now? When I work hard and hold the fort for her, no words of thanks and appreciation. When things go wrong, which is not my fault, I get the scolding. When I get sick, others cannot cope (like real!). When I take leave, its always wrong timing. She just has 1001 reasons to tekan me. I think I will go mad one of these days. Can't she understand I am going through a lot of stress and unhappiness working under her, probably accounting to e nos. of headaches I get in a month.

I am happy in my job if not for her. Everything else is good except for her existance. Can someone pls save me!!!!

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I came home ard 10am++ and napped to almost 4pm. Actually took a cab back coz I scared I will faint along the way. That blur driver actually went the wrong way and had to make a detour back. Luckily he was kind enough to charge me $1.80 less (paid $6 instead of $7.80). He was abit generous but I got no strength to say anything.

Headache finally 90% gone. Weather is so warm today and as usual, neighbour is damn noisy. Can't simply stand a day at home with peace.

Sometimes I cun help it but feel bo chup about work. You know what, I had a nitemare of my idiotic boss while napping. This is killing me!!

Anyway, one day of rest really means ALOT! Hopefully that idiot dun come and spoil my day tomorrow.